somehow, i've evolved into a nihilist. it's kind of a bummer, but then i remember it doesn't really matter. haha.

also, anti-art is the shit. so is dada.

moments of grace are wonderful. especially when you realize they are happening.

also, people give reality tv shows crap for editing footage to make things more interesting. and not to defend reality tv, but we totally do the same thing with our own memories of our lives. at least i do.

i couldn't sleep before for many reasons. those reasons went away and were replaced with solutions, which just ended up becoming more reasons. so what's the difference.

i've given up on trying to make sense of anything because i know none of it makes sense anyways.